Thursday, February 20, 2020


So I decided to try 30 days free trial of When the 30 days are expired, I don't know if I'll keep AOL. I got it for nostalgia only, plus I want to try and witness for Christ in the chat rooms. Let's see what the Lord does. God makes no mistakes.

Everything on here is basically the same. I love hearing those "Welcome," "Good-Bye" and "You've Got Mail" sounds. My soul, what memories! I remember writing emails in AOL Mail, specifically the "Spiritual Diaries" that I had sent out to a few folks (see my website). This was before the days of AOL Hometown, where God allowed me to create not just one, but two websites, the main one and the second one which was my Poetry site. Oh my soul, how I wish they were still available.

There is one major difference here now: no AIM chat, the predecessor of phone texting. It used to be in the upper right corner of the AOL window. There was the Buddy List, which held a precious few names whom I spoke with. Sigh. So many memories were made there for me, when I used to wait for my friends to come online and the "Buddy In" sound of an opening door played. I would get so excited when I heard that sound! And when the "Buddy Out" sound of a slamming door played, I was heartbroken, and wondered when my next conversation with a real Christian would be.

You see, I was a baby believer for 20 years, and God had sent a few people my way through this program called America Online. He knew I needed to grow, so He sent Pastor Wayne, Donna and Gary my way during those early years, and how I loved every moment of it! To me, when I talked to them, it was as if I was speaking with the Lord Himself. They were literally speaking for God, which astounded and amazed me. That's how I thought back then. It was a respite and a refuge from my life while married to an unsaved man. Thank You, Lord, for those early years of spiritual growth.

I did unfortunately have a few encounters with pseudo-Christians, a.k.a. people who believed in water baptism for salvation, or speaking in tongues, or healing, all of that charismatic junk, which thankfully, God steered me away from. I never would have guessed that they were not saved at all. I remember talking to a man in the chat room about being saved, and he claimed (and I never forgot this) that to be saved, you had to speak in tongues. I was mortified, and for days afterward I would try to speak in tongues because I knew I WAS saved. He was dead WRONG, however, and I never did speak in tongues, just jibber-jabber which was not of God at all. I wonder if that man is still around, because I'd like to give him a spiritual whipping!!

Pastor Wayne was the man who taught me to forsake the Catholic church I was going to, since I was a Christian believer and I needed to go to a "Calvary" church (by this he meant a Bible-believing church). I remember his internet went out for a time, and I had to go to the nearby laundromat to give him a "collect call" (when someone pays for your call for you at a pay phone; oh my soul, that was long ago). I did this a few times, and when I doubted, he said to me in no uncertain terms, "Do NOT stop calling!" Unfortunately I had to stop because I thought my husband would find out what I was doing. I never heard from Pastor Wayne again. But I thank the Lord for this man's exceptional effort to minister to me. He was my very first Pastor! I hope he's still alive and serving the Lord.

I also remember wanting to meet Gary so much. He lived in Michigan, so that was never to be. I still have him on my Facebook, and he is now married and has two teenage children. I remember he was a teenager of only 13 when he and I met on AOL. I even thought he could travel out to Philly and perhaps stay in a hotel so I could meet him in person. I even remember the hotel. Sadly, these were just pipe dreams which never happened.

Donna is the only AOL friend I got to meet in person. To me, she was the most Godly woman. She was saved from a life of being a lesbian. She had long silver hair, and she stood only 5 feet tall. I loved her so much. She was visiting her friend on the outskirts of Philly when I met her, and she had to go back home to Washington (the state) after a few months. God used her to teach me to be loving and sweet, and she left an indelible mark on me. She even told me that God gives us the power of changing the weather, which unfortunately is a falsehood (it's God who controls the weather, not us), but the way she said it, so convincingly and powerfully, I actually believed it for a time.

I even brought my young children to meet Donna, and we all went to see her friend who lived in an apartment complex, but I can't remember where it was. I just remember the playground, and the swings which we loved to go on. They still remember Donna, but they were very young. Her friend had a teenage son. She gave my youngest son a watch to keep. They served us hot chocolate. I remember the layout of the apartment. It was very small, and I felt as if I stayed there myself. So many memories.

A bad time in my life came when I decided I wanted to take my children and leave my wayward husband. I remember talking to Donna about it, and she had told me she would meet me (only God knows where) so we could go to her apartment in Washington State and live with her. I never learned the city she lived in. I wanted to take my kids, but I remember how upset they were at the very idea that they were going somewhere without their dad. And somehow he found out, and he was very angry at me, but God got a hold of me powerfully through that trying time. Through this ordeal, the Lord patiently taught me that it's better to obey Him and stay faithful as a Godly wife than to disrupt my whole family. Afterwards, I never had another urge to leave again. Thank You, Lord Jesus.

AOL is a fountainhead of memories and much-needed lessons in my early Christian life. I'm convinced that God uses people who want to be used by Him, and when they are, they have such a powerful impact on others that the time spent with each one molds and shapes them to be more like Christ. It's called "discipling." That's why we as Christians must be patient and loving to others as Christ would. There is a baby Christian out there somewhere in this cold, wicked world, all alone, wanting to love and learn about the Lord Jesus. Will you be their mentor?

As I said, I was very young in the faith and very impressionable during those years. I remember my friends with fondness and thankfulness. Even as I was writing this post my mind went back, and I wish one of them will IM me....

"Buddy In" sound!

Thursday, February 13, 2020

Of the Devil

I'm going to list some things that are surely of the Devil. I'm sure you can add to this list yourself. These are pushed and forced on us to make us think they're "normal." This is the result of no Bible, no prayer and no respect for God in these last days. Take away the Word of God from a nation, that nation is headed for Hell. I don't think I'll get them all, but in case you don't want to read a long list, here's a summary:


  • 99.9% of the the internet
  • Money (the love of which is the root of all evil)
  • Cellphones 
  • Porn of any kind
  • Gambling
  • Sicknesses
  • Death
  • Poison
  • Cults
  • All religions
  • Any Bible except the King James
  • Propaganda & those who spread it
  • Lies & all liars
  • Deceit
  • Satan worship
  • Vaccines
  • Junk food (use your imagination)
  • High cost items
  • Abortion
  • Dishonesty
  • TV
  • Hollywood
  • Celebrities
  • Sports stars
  • News anchors
  • Media
  • Movies
  • Literature
  • Same gender marriage
  • Homosexuality
  • Bestiality
  • Actors, actresses
  • Transgenderism
  • Gender confusion
  • Backmasking
  • Secret societies
  • New York City
  • Los Angeles, California
  • Las Vegas, Nevada
  • Salt Lake City, Utah (Mormon capital)
  • Drag queens
  • The Federal Reserve
  • Murderers
  • Crime
  • Sociopaths
  • Anything that diminishes God and glorifies Satan
  • Every bible PERversion (all 2,000+ of them, including the NIV, NKJV, etc.)
  • Social media (FAKEbook, TWITter, etc.)
  • Dating websites (whores and whoremongering)
  • Drunk driving
  • Drugs (when abused and sold for abuse)
  • Child trafficking
  • Mormonism
  • Jehovah's Witnesses
  • Roman Catholicism
  • Anything that is man-based, man-made and man-promoted, including worship of men
  • Inner cities/ghettos/jail houses
  • Corrupt cops
  • Corrupt judges
  • Corrupt legal systems
  • Abuse of power
  • Trash in the streets
  • Liquor industry
  • Media industry
  • Witchcraft, idolatry, Ouija boards, necromancy, magic, fairies, trolls, elves, etc.
  • Obscene language & gestures
  • Filthy speech (the F-bomb, the A-- word, etc.)
  • High schools
  • Colleges
  • Elementary schools
  • Preschools
  • Day care centers
  • Whores
  • Pimps
  • Filthy dancing (twerking, etc.)
  • All pharmaceutical companies
  • Dishonesty
  • Our legal systems
  • Corrupt government
  • Whorish clothing (tight spandex, low-cut tops, halters, miniskirts, fishnet stockings, etc.)
  • Disobedience
  • Disrespect to others
  • Taxes
  • Cashless control grid
  • The RFID chip and all its kin (the mark of the beast)
  • Any store that pushes said chip technologies
  • Fleshly desires
  • Telemarkerters, scammers, phishing websites, computer viruses, etc
  • Stupidity, willful ignorance, indifference, lukewarmness, uncaring attitudes
  • People who think sin is good
  • People who cause others to sin
  • People who run their mouths in obscenities
  • People who can't stop interrupting while others are talking
  • People who make a scene while shouting at others and don't care
  • People who use you and abuse you
  • People who love things that you hate, and hate things you love
And tons of others....

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Philippians 4:8 KJB

Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven. Matthew 5:16 KJB

Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers. Ephesians 4:29 KJB

But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. Revelation 21:8 KJB

Sunday, February 9, 2020

Alone, but the Lord is with me

I honestly can NOT figure people out. They seem to avoid me. Whenever I post in one of my blogs, unless there's a flurry of activity, they are silent as the tomb. This one in particular. I honestly don't know if anyone views these posts. But in a sense, I don't care. I use this blog to vent mostly. If no one has nothing to say, then good. I don't view others' blogs either, so we're even.

Ever since I was a child, other kids avoided me. I admit I wasn't popular, or talkative, or had experience with being in groups. I was shy and withdrawn. I abhorred the little blond girls who whispered behind my back. Therefore, I was self-excluded from all the fun activities and laughs. I was so jealous of them. I'm glad I grew out of that.

I'm also glad I was born again by faith alone in the Lord Jesus Christ and what He did for me on the cross, taking on all my sins and bearing them Himself so I wouldn't have to go to Hell when I die. I believe with all my heart that Jesus Christ shed His blood, the blood of God Himself, then He gave up the ghost and died, then He was buried in a borrowed tomb, because He had nothing to call His own. I believe He was resurrected on the third day, and He lives forevermore, ever interceding for me before the throne of Almighty God.

Yes, I may be alone, and others may shun me and stay away, but I have my Lord and Savior to thank for allowing me to be alive and to serve Him. I'm so glad to have Him with me in these end times. THANK YOU LORD JESUS.

Thursday, January 16, 2020

God's Grace

In the Old Testament, God showed His people signs and wonders, and the prophets were used mightily of Him. In those days, God's Holy Ghost did not yet indwell those who sought Him out, but He came and went. I thought, how thankful we ought to be, in this age of grace, that the Holy Spirit indwells us as born again believers. We can and will never be without Him. He sees, goes with, and knows everything about us.

How powerfully it hits home with me when I remember that since I am born again, I can have the full assurance, presence and power of the Holy Ghost AT ALL TIMES. Even when I stray or sin against Him, He doesn't cast me out-- on the contrary, He steadies me and keeps me safe and sane. What an awesome God.

Tuesday, January 14, 2020

Facebook is for liars and pretenders

I think FAKEBOOK is just that, for fakes. People ask to be your "friend," then they vanish, and you never hear from them. How do people have thousands of friends and deal with that? Simple. Because 99% of them never show up on their timeline.

Other than the four or five real friends (as of today, I have 81 in all) who stay in contact with me on my Facebook list, I never hear from anyone else. So yes, I'm very disappointed in Facebook. What did I expect from the world anyway?

I was actually on the verge of creating a Facebook Fundraiser to raise funds for a certain goal I am praying for. But God is not in that, because He is protecting me from fraud and the previously mentioned liars that infest FAKEbook. Besides, why would I tell THE WHOLE WORLD (FB Fundraisers are PUBLIC) AND Facebook itself, my whole poor-mouthing business? I'd be revealing all kinds of sensitive information, like my BANK ACCOUNT NUMBERS, which God forbid I put anywhere on DEVILbook!! What's wrong with waiting it out and trusting in God? I'm the impatient one. Shame on me, but to GOD be the glory. He owns the cattle on a thousand hills, and He cares about me, because I am His child.

I hate Facebook, and I hate it more every day. I hate how it sucks the life out of people and encourages dishonesty and ruin. Fakebook is of THE WORLD, and the Lord Jesus Christ WILL do away with it one glad day along with all the other sinful devices the Devil has out there. I'm on the Lord's side. It's about time I showed it.

Monday, January 13, 2020

Website views dwindling

I took a look at my website stats today, and I noticed that my visitors are lessening. I had my site published in late November, so here it's mid-January and already there's a decline. Honestly, though, I don't care about numbers, as long as SOMEBODY comes by and reads my site. I only look for one or two, and anything else is a bonus. So I'm not complaining about not enough numbers, I'm glad to receive what I get, and perhaps the Lord will bring more visitors.

I wish I could add more to my webpages but unfortunately I am somewhat unlearned in the field of technicalities. I believe God put my site up the way it is, and closed the door to me about adding more content. Why is not for me to ask. It is what it is, and besides, I have two blogs to write in. So I'm not perplexed about the content amount, I simply trust in the Lord to provide. So be it, I am thankful for all He has done.

Saturday, January 11, 2020

Another righteous rant

I'm angry. Seems like I'm angry a lot these days. Why am I angry? Because God is angry at our nation. We now live in a Communist Police State! Here's a post for you trolls to spread around and copy to your other devil friends!! Let me break it down for you.
  1. Our public schools indoctrinate our children. Yes, I said INDOCTRINATE, a.k.a. BRAINWASH, our next generation. Why in God's Name do you think our young people are so wild and act like hoodlums? Because that's what the higher powers want! Evolution, New Age literature, "gay rights", homosexual training, and many other unseemly subjects are being forced on YOUR children... and you do absolutely nothing about it.
  2. Mass addictions. I'm not just talking about drugs in the sense of hard stuff like heroin or crack. I'm talking about CIGARETTES. I'm talking about ALCOHOL. I'm talking about the OPIOID CRISIS. Stuff the average nobody thinks is normal, even acceptable. (I had bought a box of Sudafed last month for congestion, and do you know, before purchasing it, I had to sign a form and show my ID? And they keep track of HOW OFTEN you buy this stuff!! That's insanity!!) How many lives have been destroyed because these satanic substances are at your very fingertips? How many familes split? How many children being sent to foster homes? HOW MANY UNTIMELY DEATHS? Do you realize that these mega-companies are filthy rich, and are getting richer because of YOUR stupidity?? They're PARASITES!! Are you thinking yet? But you do absolutely nothing about it.
  3. Television (or more properly, HELLivision). Sex scenes everywhere. Lewd, filthy conversations. Everything's a joke, haha, let's laugh it up at others' expense. Violence is considered normal. Movies are actually REALITY SHOWS, and reality shows are made up! How about that! The newsmedia always puts some miniskirted whore between two homos! Watch the news tonight and see! You know I'm telling the truth! (What got me this morning is the YouTube app advertising Netflix, saying you can watch all the filth, slime, vomit and garbage you want, FOR ONE LOW PRICE. Every time I see that I want to throw my phone against the wall!!) TV is the Devil's favorite weapon of mass destruction!! And you sit by, watching your SH*T-flix, whoremongering, violent, sex-saturated, bloody, gory, homosexual-promoting movies, and you do absolutely NOTHING about it.
  5. HOMOsexuality. (a.k.a., SODOMITES!!!) (I'm going to get a beating for this one.) GOD CREATED ADAM AND EVE, NOT ADAM AND STEVE. Yeah, I'm HOMOPHOBIC, and PROUD OF IT! Homosexuals need to get saved just like any other sinner! Yes, I said, YOU'RE A SINNER!! But you do absolutely nothing about it.
  6. Indifference to the NEGATIVE side of our sins. Homelessness. People living at and below the poverty line. Jobs being relocated overseas (which is a joke because powerful corporate leaders don't feel like paying an honest day's wages to anyone, because nobody's honest anymore and the people in other countries are mere animals that can be exploited for gain. They're just pieces of sh*t to be flushed away anyhow!!) AM I RIGHT?? You know I'm right! How many people get shot, because of indifference? How many people die (and go straight to Hell, I might add) from drunk driver incidents? How many women get raped and killed because their minds are full of lust and seduction towards men AND other women!! We live in a sex-sicko society, folks! Hey, you dress like a whore, you're gonna get treated like a whore! Duh!! And on it goes... yet you do absolutely NOTHING about it.
  7. The New World Order agenda. Look at it! The all-seeing eye of Horus is watching you! How? Where? Cameras everywhere. You have a cellphone, do you not? CAMERA. Store cameras. Parking lot cameras. Building cameras. Cameras that catch you trying to drive through a red light and you end up with a ticket! The camera on your computer turns on without your knowing it and takes pictures of you! I'm not lying! Even the founder of Godless Google has a piece of tape over his computer camera! Haha!! Does "Big Brother" ring any bells? How about the chip? Do you have a chip in your hand? You're part of the SHEEPLE if you do! And you're part of the problem if you go along with it! You're going along to get along and you don't want to get involved, speak up, or raise a hand of objection. You're one of the SHEEPLE! Oh well, truth hurts, but it's GOOD for you!
  8. THE ARRIVAL OF THE ANTICHRIST. People don't believe there's a real Devil. Well, let me tell you, my inquisitive friend, that the Devil (Satan) is alive and well, and he's about to bring his son forth on the scene! Just look around you! Why do you think all this evil is suddenly come upon us, and people talk about the end of the world more now than ever? Why the drastic changes in the weather? (Climate change is a front for the powers that be to keep us from finding out what they're REALLY doing behind the scenes.) Something's gonna happen! I'll tell you what it is! WE CHRISTIAN BELIEVERS are going to be RAPTURED OUT of the world. There will be mass disappearances of people all over the globe. All that are left, who FAILED to believe the Gospel of JESUS CHRIST, will be left behind to endure the greatest and most horrific of times on this earth, the TIME OF JACOB'S TROUBLE, or the "Great Tribulation". Yet you continue in your sinful unbelief, and don't care, saying, "I don't want Jesus to save me, I hate God, I like sinning, just don't tell me such things"! So you do absolutely NOTHING about it.
  9. The GODLESS LORDSHIP SALVATION HERESIES, a.k.a. NEO-EVANGELICALS and ECUMENICALISM!! Also the PERversion "bibles" (fakes) that are in every so-called "Christian" bookstore, like the NIV, the NASB, the NKJV, the AMP, the NLT, the NASB, ASV, ERV, ESV, and all of the 2,000 other worthless, garbage, ungodly works of the Devil. How about the false religions? Anything that's religion is NOT a relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ. That means whatever church you go to, if it's not a Bible-believing, Hell-fire preaching, soulwinning, Christ-honoring church, then you've got the WRONG CHURCH! Get out of there NOW and go to a Bible-preaching and teaching church-- in other words, the REAL DEAL!
  10. And lastly, the ABORTION PROBLEM AND THE ROT OF FEMINISM. You know, I got an email the other day from Planned Parenthood. Now I'm past the childbearing age (I had a hysterectomy, you nosy fool) and I thought it was a joke, but it's not. Women can't keep their legs crossed at all anymore. Females wear tight pants, ripped jeans (ugh, how dumb is that) and all other whoremongering means to get knocked up, right? But you say, "I just want to look good." THEN WEAR A LONG DRESS, FOR GOD'S SAKE!! LIKE DOWN TO THE GROUND!! You look like a whore, you get treated like a whore! Wake up!! The abortion industry is thriving because of empty-heads like you!! They don't give a flip about you or your unborn child. They want to kill us all anyway! It's called, MASS POPULATION REDUCTION!! Get right with God, LADIES!! You belong AT HOME, DOING HOUSEWORK, COOKING YOUR HUSBAND HIS MEALS, and STAYING OUT OF TROUBLE!! I didn't write it, I just PREACH IT!!

    I hate the National Anthem anymore. "GOD BLESS AMERICA"?? NOT ON YOUR LIFE. MORE LIKE, GOD DAMN AMERICA!! And that's
    EXACTLY what He's doing, because we don't care about the Bible (the King James Bible, that is) and we just want to get drunk and high and PAHH-TAY! We live in a sick world, and the only Cure is the LORD JESUS CHRIST!! YOU'RE ON A SURE ROAD TO HELL FIRE IF YOU CONTINUE IN YOUR EVIL WAYS!! REPENT, and believe the GOSPEL, NOW, before it's too late!