Vexed

I am posting here to vent, because that's what my blogs are for, other than preaching the Gospel. Sometimes the world gets to me so badly that I need to get stuff off my chest. Obviously hardly anyone cares what I say, unless they are copying my work and pasting it to some demonic site like FSTDT, but other than that I feel free to speak my mind. I love to write, and these blogs suit me just fine when it comes to expressing my opinion (which 99% of the time is cold hard fact).

Today is a rainy Sunday and I am dressed in my best for church. It's also Memorial Day weekend, and no doubt all the partiers and drunks will be flocking to indulge in their ungodly tastes. I hope the rain keeps on all day and through tonight so I won't have to hear their revelry, because it gets pretty loud. What people do inside their houses is none of my business, but when they carry on outside and shoot off firecrackers all night while I'm trying to sleep is abhorrent. 

Since tomorrow is Memorial Day, I wonder if anyone will celebrate it for the proper reason-- to honor those who have perished to keep our freedoms alive here in the bad ol' US of A. I bet none of these young hooligans out here even know about them, and the reason they have this freedom is because somebody cared enough to fight for it years and decades ago. But these days it's self only, and "if you don't agree with me you're a terrorist." Such is the by-product of the evil public school system. I'm so glad I'm not bringing up little kids in this awful time. 

i am in my mid-50's and I marvel at how the world has changed for the worse in a mere 30 years, let alone the past 14 months. What was normal has now become a relic time period for older folk my age bracket and up. This is the "new normal," when evil is good and good evil. The old-timey ways are gone, perished out of the world by K0VID 19 and the evil devils who cooked it up and let it loose on purpose. That was just the thing to set the New World Order in motion, and there's no turning back now. GHW Bush said they needed a crisis to get the NWO started, and he was right, so here we are in post-KOVID 2021.

Back in 1989 Billy Joel had a hit song:

"We didn't start the fire
It was always burning
Since the world's been turning
We didn't start the fire
No, we didn't light it
But we tried to fight it...

But when we are gone
It will still burn on and on and on and on
And on and on and on and on..."

The fire he sings about is SIN, and sin started in the Garden of Eden when Eve fell for the serpent's lies. "We didn't light it"? ALL mankind lit it, because all have sinned! "We tried to fight it"? There's no fight against sin unless you're a child of God! Typical blameshifting is in that song. Fact is, as a whole, there is no fight left, but compromise and going along to get along. Young folks nowadays have no idea of the true fight for truth from before their time, because it's not taught to them in school! Rarely do you see a fighter for truth anymore, unless they're a genuine Christian who loves the Lord and loves other people enough to show them the error of their ways. Only Jesus Christ can take away the fires of sin, and if you don't believe on Him to save your soul, the fires of your sin will lead you to the flames of Hell.

There is a good side of this, if you're saved and a Bible believer. God knew about all this happening now, and it's a fulfillment of prophecy. Hardly anyone knows the Bible, and by that I mean the King James Bible, NOT the PERversions like the NIV, the ESV, and hundreds of other illegitimate trash being sold to deceive the gullible and obtuse. The King James is the only real, inspired Bible in English, and if you have an NIV you ought to throw it in the garbage and get a KJB right away, because that's the only Bible that tells you what's happening now, and why. 

Jesus Christ is about to snatch His church out of the world, and if you want to get on the flight, you better get your ticket and believe ON the Lord Jesus Christ to save your eternal soul. The sooner you do it, the better.

Devil dog

 I went out walking this morning to pass out tracts. There was hardly anyone around, but I did get a chance to give out one tract. One person refused, and the other was guarded by a large dog. 

The dog's owner was an older woman sitting outside on her step. I tried to approach her to give her a tract. I didn't see the dog sitting beside her at first, but I cheerily said to the woman, "Can I give this to you?" and started to walk towards her. The dog rose up, and she said, "Stay back." I'm no idiot, and I hate big, ugly, pitbull-like dogs, so I said, "Have a nice day," and left. 

I thought to myself as I walked, that the dog literally hindered me from witnessing to this woman. She had all her confidence and faith in that animal. He protected her and obeyed her voice. It's one thing when you're older and live alone (I assume she did), so I decided having the dog outside with her was a good thing. But I believe Satan used that dog to keep this dear lady from getting saved. She didn't get up to receive the tract I was offering, but instead she depended on that ferocious animal to keep me away from her. I believe God will hold her accountable for that. 

I know I am in a spiritual battle whenever I pass out tracts, and they don't always get received, let alone read and believed. The Devil can't be everywhere at once like God, but I can tell when he's near. He hates me for loving people that he hates and wants to drag to Hell with him. But I know God will have the final victory, and those who refuse salvation by faith alone in Christ will pay for their sins forever in the same lake of fire which Satan is getting thrown into very soon. People may block me, sick dogs on me, yell at me, or try to hit me with their car, but GOD is in charge of all of it. My life is God's. Satan may win this time, but the battle is the Lord's.

I have a saying that once a tract leaves my hands and is received by another's hands, that tract is in God's hands. That's so true, because only God knows the outcome and result of my pitifully few, feeble attempts at winning souls to Christ. He sees me trying, obeying, loving people enough to care about their eternal destiny, and it hurts my heart when they refuse this free love gift of salvation. It always reminds me that Jesus Christ didn't have to leave the glories of Heaven to condescend down in human form and die for the sins of the world. He did it because He LOVED us. So must I show God's love to others by obeying the Great Commission of "Go ye into all the world and preach the Gospel to every creature" (Mark 16:15). 

I NEVER see anyone else passing out tracts. If they do, I miss it, or they're driving to where God leads them. I don't even see Jehovah's Witnesses anymore, and I jokingly think that people are going to think I'm a JW, but I'm alone and walking, and they are always in groups going door to door to sucker others into their damnable cult. All the more reason for me to keep it up, because I'm all alone, yet Jesus is with me, telling me where to go to find someone who needs a tract. He came to seek and to save them that are lost; so must I do as well.

Since I started passing out tracts, I no longer see people as walking dead men. I see them as souls needing salvation, and I have in my pocket the only Way that they can avoid Hell and obtain Heaven. I am thankful for God compelling me to obey His command of reaching the lost. It doesn't matter how many or few tracts that I give out, it's the heart that matters most.

The Devil almost killed me today

I was out riding my electric bike, enjoying the ride, when on the way back I saw three people sitting outside a voting poll place. I had some Gospel tracts in my pack and the Lord told me to go talk to them. So I got off the bike, flipped the kickstand down, and, hastily donning my mask, walked over to one of the women. I offered her a tract and asked her if she was going to Heaven. 

The woman looked at me and said yes, she was going to Heaven. She saw what I was giving her and she held up her hand as if to block it. I asked, "Are you Catholic?" She said yes, she was Catholic. I felt bad for her and, offering the same tract, I moved on to the next woman, who replied the same as the first. 

Seeing nothing was going to change their minds, I went to the man sitting with them and held out the tract. He took it, and I told him "there is a cool website inside, you might want to check it out." He agreed, and I told them to have a nice day.

I mounted the bike and was about to leave when I saw a dead possum lying on the grass about ten feet away from where they were sitting. I said as an afterthought, "There's a dead possum over here. I hope someone picks it up," to which the man replied mockingly, "He's already in Heaven." I said nothing more and went on my way. I knew animals don't go to Heaven, but many people believe they do. On a good point, I also knew the Lord was pleased with me for at least trying.

Then I realized the Devil is alive and well and he hates me. On my way back home, while I was crossing a certain street, I saw a white car blow the stop sign and the front bumper come within several inches of my back wheel. The driver didn't stop but kept his foot on the gas right through the intersection and almost hit me, on purpose. I watched him coming closer and closer. Everything seemed to happen in slow motion. I screamed as the bike seemed to slow down instead of accelerate. The battery was dead, and I used all my strength to pedal out of his way. I know that it was my angel who pulled me out of that street, and I stopped on the corner and began to weep with fright.

As I struggled to regain my composure, I thanked the Lord for sparing my life. My friend works at a nearby food bank, so I went there. I told her what just happened and she asked if I was all right. She offered me a water bottle which I gladly accepted, and after talking with her for a while I walked the bike home. I wanted to avoid riding in the street after that.

I know that God has His children (born again believers) and Satan has his children (the lost). Anyone who isn't born again is a child of Satan. Those Catholics at the polling place didn't budge on their beliefs and refused my tracts because they blindly follow the Devil's crowd, the pope, the priest and the sacraments. This is because Satan is the father of all Catholics (and all unsaved people), and he hates it when a Christian obeys Jesus Christ and tries to witness to them and remove them from his domain.

The reason why the Devil used those people in that car and try to run me over is because he doesn't want his kids to change their minds and get saved by the grace of God. He wanted me dead, bloody in the middle of the street, skull fractured, legs broken, bike demolished, sirens blaring, ambulances, paramedics, perhaps a coroner--- As far as he was concerned, he wanted me out of the picture permanently, but God spared my life and restored my zeal to try again another day and pass out more tracts. 

I knew it wasn't my time to die, and the Lord still has me here to serve Him in spite of what the Devil tries to do. For this I give Him all the glory and praise, and if He permits me to live tomorrow, I will be out there again to let Him lead me to give out the Gospel to a lost and dying world.

Untitled

I don't know if I should make this post private or not, but I use my blogs to get my emotions out at times, and since writing is my personal joy and self-expression, I write. I'm not a speaker, I'm a writer.

That said, I'm going to talk about an old friend whose name I won't mention, but he is well known on the internet for preaching Bible truths and exposing the evils of today. For about a decade now I had known and resorted to his site continually, and I have learned much from his articles. He has also kindly shared my work in his website, for which I am grateful since my writings are not nearly as well known as his are.

However, since I am so familiar with this website, I often see subjects on articles which I now know are wrong and shouldn't be there. For example, the one annoying thing he mentions constantly is about a certain church which he used to attend, but he was rejected by the ones in authority, therefore he has no church to go to now. I don't blame my friend for posting about this corrupt church, and it is true that they should not have ousted him the way they did, and they do need to be exposed, but the way my friend persistently and relentlessly writes his grievances about it over and over and over has gotten, in my opinion, way out of hand. I go to this site to learn from the Bible and to listen to good Bible preaching, but these "bad church" articles need to stop, or at least slow up a bit, if I may be so bold. I know it's my friend's site and he has a right to write about anything he wants, but I can't go there without seeing this one particular corrupt church mentioned over and over again. It's gotten so tedious that I don't even want to go to the site anymore.

Another negative about his site is that he mentions certain preachers who are in reality false teachers and frauds. I was shocked to discover that certain key men that my friend writes about are as such. I realize that everyone has their choices to follow whoever they want, but these men stick out when you compare them with others who are truth tellers from the Bible. A couple of examples I heard are Steven Anderson, Texe Marrs, John Hagee and Chuck Baldwin, men I thought at first were real but are really ravening wolves that shouldn't be behind a pulpit. All except Hagee are anti-Jew and they teach that Israel has NOT been regathered by God, but by what he calls "Zionists." Anderson hates gay people, which right there is wrong and sinful. We are supposed to hate the SIN but love the SINNER. Hagee teaches that Jesus Christ did NOT claim Himself to be the Jewish Messiah, since his Jewish friends would cut him off from his millions of dollars salary if he should dare mention that. Baldwin preaches that there is no Pretribulation Rapture of the church, for which I think he should resign and get out of the pulpit forever. That's strong language but I too am a truther and I need to expose evils as much as any Bible believer should do.

Another thing I've noticed is that this website preaches about the Jews in Israel being Zionists (Satanic imposters), having been led by a secret group called the Rothschilds. (I know I may get booted for this one.) However I've been going to a different website that teaches the opposite: that the people in modern day Israel are real, genuine Jews which were regathered by God to their homeland on May 14, 1948. My friend preaches hard against that, and he's convinced that those Jews are the seed of Satan, and that God won't bless Israel if she's corrupt. So there are two different ideas here, and which one will I choose? I choose that the Jews are the genuine people whom God called out for Himself, and let God be God on everything else. Period, end of discussion.

I realize that my friend is at a point of crisis in his life, and he is trying to change his location, for a fresh start, I suppose. I know it's difficult to be on the wicked wide web while maintaining a close relationship with God without showing righteous anger, because we live in a wicked time when people are largely all about themselves, and all around you see evil and abominations that are considered normal and acceptable. I get that. I just hope and pray that my friend will find peace, and that he can let go of this root of bitterness that has sprung up in his life and move on.

In closing, I am not angry with my friend at all. I know he is in much affliction and pain, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I feel for him. I simply wanted to mention my thoughts here. I still love him as my brother in Christ, and I pray God will bless him with a new home and new peace of mind. And perhaps Jesus will call us out before any of this has to happen. I love you, brother. Even so, God's will be done, and, even so, come, Lord Jesus. Amen.

Please read this post.

I went out walking today. I go for a walk or ride my bike every day except when the weather doesn't permit, or it's a Sunday. In so doing, I pass out Gospel tracts, except for the 99% of the time I forget to bring some with me. Today, for example, I forgot them again. My mother used to say if you forget something, you had no intention of doing it or else you wouldn't have forgotten. That's a good point, but it's not a good thing regarding passing out the only way people can go to Heaven.

I feel guilty for this because now that the weather is pleasant, the more lost people are out and about. Sadly I passed by at least 10 people to whom I could have given a tract. Whether they got their sh0ts is irrelevant to their soul's condition. I intend to wear my mask while walking for their sakes, because I have no idea whether or not they did get them. If they're not wearing a mask, especially indoors, then it's safe to say they got their sh0ts. However I intend to stay outdoors and keep my mask on and just pass out tracts, and if people take them, good, and if they don't, at least I tried, and the Lord saw my willingness.

More tracts = more souls = more rewards. Less = less.

If you've read all this so far, I have one more thing to say.

IF YOU'RE NOT SAVED, YOU'RE GOING TO HELL.

Here's how to go to Heaven. BELIEVE ON the Lord Jesus Christ, that He died on the cross for you, was buried, and rose again. That's it!

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